That Listerine Smell

They took Kate to the hospital! i knew that i shouldn't have left! her, she was found by Andrea on floor of the room and she wouldn't wake up, she groaned but that stopped at the ER.

they said that they had no idea whats wrong, they said that she might have swelling and stuff, or an aneurysm or a tumor. they don't know!

she's already flat lined once, i'v'e brought in some CD's for her to listen to, Bon Jovi, Nirvana, The Proclaimers, i tried to get into her mind but somehow things were clouded, almost like her mind wasn't there any more, Andrea, JD, her obnoxious friends and even Mike and Kevin are here with me. Andrea reads allot about this kind of stuff and she thinks that it might be self inflicted, like bulimia or something, but what does she know?

i hate that Listerine smell, i had to smell that the day i went to the hospital to identify my parents' bodies. not a good smell, antiseptic. yuck.

her parents aren't here, i don't know why. Kate Ramone is a nice person, what did she do to deserve this? i tried to read her mind again. she was screaming at the top of her lungs. i didn't want Kate to die, i don't know her that well, but if i lost someone else then... i don't even want to think about it.